Afilove doesn’t need to feel like loveThis is not a months-long research, nor am I desperately searching for you— mentally and physically wounded — to find out what, how, and…4 min read·Apr 11, 2024----
AfiLove Letter — March 26Do you suppose I could bottle up your love the way that shells bottle up the sea? Would it be too far-fetched to dream a dream of you and…3 min read·Mar 26, 2024----
AfiCrossing the finish line of painI’ve always been afraid of darkness, it never began and it never ended; when I came here, this fear was waiting for me. My way to cope with…2 min read·Feb 5, 2024----
Afi896 million milesMy beloved Saturn. The son of Saturn who has the entire dwelling of that miserable girl from Uranus. He has always come to promise to the…2 min read·Jan 11, 2024--1--1
Afinotes on growing upWhat is growth if not the constant metamorphosis of grief – a constant loss and gain of the self over time, in a billion different ways?2 min read·Dec 31, 2023----
Afian open heart dies sooner than an open oneFor the past few days I am having one of the most beautiful reflections I have ever had, and that is that I am very vulnerable. I am and I…1 min read·Dec 5, 2023----
Afimengulang kesedihanUkuran kesedihan adalah sebesar gunung dan sekecil ruang di tanganmu tanpa ada tangan lain yang berusaha menggenggamnya.3 min read·Oct 22, 2023----
Afia journey for you to live againThere is a monologue I have memorized, chosen partially for its length, partially for the fact that it was the best out of too many…3 min read·Aug 18, 2023----
Afiblow out your candles, my love. here’s another year of tender radiance and an abundance of hope“God, it’s just us talking now, and I worry about everything I can’t control. God, I am sorry for the times I didn’t want to stick around”3 min read·Jun 9, 2023--1--1